110. coucou, mon caribou :(

i feel like crap cause Canadian boy is gone. his airplane took off this afternoon & we texted til he left but i can't stop thinking about it. it sucks. thinking about the fact that he's left just reminds me of the fact that this thing actually comes to an end. shit.
plus, i'm getting super along with everyone (except for creepy boy). like seriously, i KNOW my class. we laugh & i don't feel like an outsider. come to think of it, i've rarely felt like an outsider. & yet i can't say that i love it here. i just love the people here, EVERYONE that i've met here, whether french, italian, american, heck, croatian too, friends, family, teachers, afs volunteers. i've never been farther from my world & yet i've never felt so in touch with my world. what is it about knowing so many DIFFERENT people that is so rewarding?

[bt]

p.s. i'm really reconsidering the whole fb thing. it's getting to the point where i don't really know how else i could easily stay in touch with all of my FRIENDS. probably when it's all over, when i get back.

i think i'm in love.
lots & lots & lots of love.
this is to all of my friends.
new & old.
cheers.

*slurp*