129. I'm back

i'm back again & i feel like i'd never left. there are some changes, here & there but they don't really affect me. i don't really feel like anything's changed, which is why i have a hard time believing that i'm actually back cause i don't think i ever left. which is also why i don't really have anything to say...

besides the fact that i have a mini cleaning obsession now, my life is exactly what it used to be. or maybe i just adapt well...

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128. quick update cause i'm a busy bee

yesterday morning, i got my results for that fatal BAC i've been ranting about since probably before i left...anyway, i got 16.34 *brushes off her shoulder* lol

yeah, ok, right. ARE YOU KIDDING?!!!!!!!!!!!!! 16.34???????????? i would've never imagined but who i'm most happy for are the people i kept pushing & pushing throughout the year, who didn't work but who were definitely intelligent enough to pass. few people believed in them & the teachers kept tearing them down & i'm just so so proud of them. i couldn't be happier.

a few really memorable moments yesterday:
"Vincent ---...ADMIS!!!" (i jump up & down)
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"Martin ---...ADMIS!!!" (i jump up & down)
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"[bt]... ... ... Mention...TRES BIEN!!!!!!!!" "WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!", and the crowd goes wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiild!! definitely a highlight of my life.

the thing is that it means a lot to know you've achieved something but it means so much more when people are happy for you, & that goes both ways, which is why yesterday night, i threw a party at my place with ari to say goodbye & to celebrate our achievement. we popped some bubbly & snacked on my macaron tower, my present for the BAC.

i'm going to miss these lovely people.

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127. fb totally ambushed my life

is it normal to open your email to find 39 new messages, ALL of them fb-related? it disgusts me.
besides that, so far, fb isn't nearly as bad asi thought it would be. ;)

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126. fb

so about 2min ago, i tried to sign up for facebook cause i'm planning a party & i'm planning on getting it anyway after i get back so i thought i would just do it. however, i HAVE been contemplating a lot about this signing of for fb thing cause it's really like the second you get it well, you're not really a fb virgin anymore, you know? anyway, so a lot of ppl say go ahead & that it's harmless blah blah but why i want to get it because there really seems to be no other alternative to being able to stay in contact with all the ppl i've met this year. makes sense, right? WELL, so i bit down hard i decided to do it. except...

i filled in all of my info & clicked on register. & you know what? it said error. so i redid it over & over again. i changed my name, even, & it just wouldn't let me. now i'm not crazy superficial but i DO believe in listening to my gut & if even the mighty Facebook doesn't let me have an account, then should i really be forcing myself into it? even if i already kind of told everyone here that i would be signing up for it as soon as i get back? :S i feel like ppl are waiting!! i don't know what to do...

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