26.9.09

45. i miss you

i've officially reached the point where the littlest of details remind me of people back home. it's so bad, i know but it's pretty much inevitable.

songs are the worst.

& not only do i think about people, i dream of them. which is when i'm NOT conscious, which is more significant than if i am, i would think. i also can't help wondering what my friends are up to; how they are, how they're moving forward. & i can call, i guess but i think that's awkard & i don't really know what to say. plus, in general, i hate talking on the phone.

but that's not to say i'm not enjoying france, cause i had my first crème brûlée today! this one...
(sry, it's not really a good shot; my host sister's boyfriend made it & i had the pressure of the whole family watching me take a picture of our dessert under natural light; you know how i get under pressure...at least the details came out crustily right :))

nostalgic w/ <3,


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  1. Sarah GoldieSeptember 27, 2009 at 2:14 AM

    hey!
    that picture came out quite nice - the details are evident. creme brule is so good! my aunt used to make it. i'm sure yours must've been much more amazing though as it is made in france itself! hm!

    and i know what you mean about the agony of missing something/someone so much that every little thing reminds you of them.
    you start thinking you're ridiculous for letting everything trigger a memory, but you can't help it! and you twist song lyrics' meanings to fit your situation.

    it's all very depressing and unfortunate,
    but hopefully you'll move past that stage soon enough and just miss everybody to a reasonable degree, only thinking of them every once in a while, knowing there's nothing you can do about it at the moment.


    ps: mrs broniszewski, lauren and i are going out for dinner this thursday!
    how hilariously amazing is that?!

    hope all is well x

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